We change our minds sometimes.

At some point of time, I wish I have a companion... is it a v selfish thought?
I wish to have someone to do things with me and for god's sake, I've got a whole list of them. I wish I can spend every single minutehourday of my life v meaningfully, that I will not let my time, especially wkends, go to waste - I wish. I think I need more single friends? hahaha.

I know lar, I have SHINee and 2PM and all the drama, variety shows blablabla but there is bound to be a day that I've watched what I ought to and there's nothing to interest me anymore... so what should I do then? :( AND MY FUNSHION NOT WORKING NOW, I CAN'T EVEN WATCH MOVIES *wails* :'( If one fine day my internet connection die on me, I will be v pissed - v v v pissed (and lost).

Anwz, I am really afraid of what lies ahead of me... what is the road after graduation? I don't know what I want. Do I really want an office-bounded job or do I want a human-oriented one? I don't know, I really don't know! ACCA? SIM? NIE? I confirm + chop + guarantee cannot go Uni :( Kinda regret slacking thru Year 2... but I tried my best last semester and it was disappointing. Aish. I don't want to grow up :( Things change, people change and sometimes, it gets really complicated. Can't I be 17 forever? Urgh.

All I have in my stupid brain is to travel around after graduation -___-" Kthxbye.